Dear Friends and Loved Ones. Since our journey began in February 2011 we have had many people ask if we have a ‘care page’ for updates on our precious Lachlan. At first it was much too painful to even think about it. This web page was created in April 2011, but I found it was much too painful, at that point, to write openly about it. I have many notes that I have written to myself along the way. I find them on a napkin in the bottom of my purse. I find them in the back of an appointment book. I find them written on the back of a bill I took to the hospital with me. Wherever I was and whatever I had on hand at the time the thought passed through me. I get teased about why I don’t write them in the ‘notes’ section of my phone. I’m an analog girl in a digital world. So I will attempt to join the modern world and give you all updates through this site. The first many posts will be an attempt to review and catch up on the sequence of events thus far. As I find the bits of paper where my thoughts were written I will add them to the site; therefore, some posts may be out of sequence along the way. Thank you for joining us on our journey. Like Herman Cain’s grandfather understood… the bumpy road makes the big potatoes rise to the top!
August 24th 2011
Tomorrow's Kisses 
So glad that you have started writing. I think about you every day and wonder how he is doing. I wish we would have known about caring bridge and some of the other sites while Terina was going through her treatment. Lots of things that we would do differently if we only had the chance. Sometimes it helps to share with others. it has helped me in the last two years to be able to talk about it. If there is anything I can ever do for you just let me know. Kaye Hepler
We think of you and are praying for you everyday! Let us know if we can help. Love, Gail Doss
All of us here in South Carolina think about ya’ll constantly. We continue to pray for you and Lachlan. I am so glad you started writing about your journey it will help you a lot more than you think at the time,and more and more prayers will pour in. Have faith that God will put people in the right place at the right time to help you through. I know it’s not easy when we someone we love so dearly going through this, but know that faith will carry you through. We love you all and pray for you daily. Thanks so much for sharing and letting us all be a part of your world with Lachlan. Hugs and Kisses from All of us here is SC. May God continue to keep you safe in his loving arms.
I love you, so very much
Family, Faith, Prayer, & Friends. As a friend I wish all the wonderful things which prayer can bring to you and your family. I will always have faith for you.
Love and prayers to all of you. Aunt “Laine” keeps me updated but you are always on my mind. All of you are so special to me and I wish I could help you more with this journey.
Only mom and dad can understand the agony…..heartbreaking…..love and hugs
We love you and your little family “to no end”. We continue to pray and still believe that all things are possible with Christ that gives us strenght. If ever you need us day or night we will be on our way.
There is a wonderful book entitled, “Grief’s Courageous Journey,” and as I have just been privileged a glimpse into your lives through your writing, I thought, “Your family began their own “Courageous Journey” a few months ago, and are continuing it moment by moment iin the now.” Even when you feel anything but courageous, know that my heart and prayers are for strength for the continuing journey. God bless you and sweet Lachlan.
Kaye Hepler and I have been catching up with each other on Facebook. She forwarded this web address to me today. My heart is breaking for you. I wiss I where still in GA, I miss everyone.The pictures I have seen on Cullen’s facebook page show how much love and support you have for each other. You are in our thoughts and prayers! The Underwood Family will always have a special place in my heart.
All my love and prayers – I can’t imagine how hard this must be – God bless you
Leslie, thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us all. I have never read anything that brought every emotion that one can experience to the surface as this blog has. There isn’t a day that goes by that I think of you all and pray for your strength. Thank you for sharing your heart…
love Russia
To my friend I love and miss….I just read your posts and smiled, cried, laughed, encouraged, and in admiration of you! We think about you guys all the time. That little boy of yours is blessed to have you as a mother. He will always be in our prayers!
Leslie, These postings are so beautifully written. The strength and love you all have is so evident. Please know that Ken and I will do anything you need. You all are always on our minds and in our hearts.
To my precious neece, Cullen, Callum and Lachlan; Jeremiah29:17_For I know the thoughts that I think
toward you, said the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not calamity, to give you a future and a
hope. A threefold cord isn’t quickly broken ( that’s you, me and Jesus) Eccl.4:12. Wait on the Lord
he will strengthen your heart. The word is life and healing to all your flesh. Love you guys
HAVE FAITH IN GOD
To my precious neece, her wonderful husband and Callum; Speak words of life. We speak words of life to you Lachlan, you shall live and not die. Psalm 118:17 . you shall have length of days and long life, and peace. Health to all your flesh, in Jesus name. Believeing for a good report.
Aunt Sharron
Leslie, I am a friend of your Aunt Bobbie. I continue to lift up your family for God to meet every need, especially to give you strength, courage and comfort. II Corinthians speaks of comfort. I pray these scriptures over you. Suzanne Cross Florida
I’m another friend of Elaine’s in Zephyrhills and she has been wonderful to keep us posted on the stages you and Lachlan has been going through and it breaks my heart to read each one. What a little trooper he has been and your love & strength shows. God puts all of us through tough tests and we can’t question why…he really does have good reasons even if it doesn’t seem like it right now. His little angels are the most precious gifts he could ever give to Mothers and Fathers. My continued prayers go out to all of you during this difficult time. Take care and keep the faith…
Leslie & Cullen, I am so very sorry to hear about what you are going through. My son is about to turn 3 and I can’t help but place myself in your shoes as you speak of your angel. Please know, I still live down the road and are always here for you guys if you ever need anything. You will be in our prayers.
Christine
Dear Lachlan and family,
May God hold you in his bosom and blanket you with his peace, love and comfort. My prayer for you is Ephesians 3:16-17 I pray that our of his glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.(NIV)
My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Keep the faith. Kathi Hupchick, co-worker of your Aunt Bobbie
Hi,
I work with your aunt Bobbie….my thoughts and prayers are with the family. I pray that you all will be strong and keep your hopes up.
I have Lachlan’s precious little picture on my desk, and I say a prayer for him and your family every day. Continue to be strong for him and know that we have you all in our prayers, our thoughts, and our hearts always.
Hey sis! I have missed talkin to you. Sorry we reconnect over this. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. This is the sweetest writting. luv ya miss ya
Dearest Underwood Family,
You have touched my life. Thank you so much for allowing me into your special world. Friday night (September 30th) I sat on my porch reflecting on our visit and woke up at 3am thinking of you all. I was dreaming about Lachlan on his “like-a-bike,” and he was laughing and having fun.
I wish I had the power to change life’s unfair path for your family. Please just know that I am here for you now and will be in the future. Your family’s love and strength is invincible and truly inspiring.
Love,
Bonnie
Hi my name is Beth Dobbs Nix – I have never met you or your family but I feel like I know all of you (through my daddy, Robert Dobbs, Fire Chief for Ballground) very well and we pray for you each night.. You’re faithfulness is a true testament to the love you have to God and your children – that has touched not only my daddy but our family as well… I hope Lachlan enjoyed his birthday ride on the firetruck!!!
Hello Leslie and Family,
My prayers and thoughts are with you all daily. I think about your family often throughtout the day. Please know that God is your strenght and very present help during these times. Continue on in your faith!!
Blessings,
Romanzia
Hi, I’m Laurie Morrissey. I was one of Cullen’s classmates at Walker (my last name was Usery back then). I heard about what ya’ll are going through from some mutual friends. I recently sent him a Facebook message, but I didn’t hear back. Anyway, I was wondering how Lachlan is doing…recovering? Are ya’ll in the “wait and see” mode now? I’m so sorry to hear you are going through this.
I lost my little sister just over 3 1/2 years ago. She was 35 and it was totally unexpected. Undiagnosed epilepsy was the cause. I can relate to being thrown for a loop by unexpected illnesses and worse. I hope you and Cullen are doing okay..
Take care,
Laurie
I’m so sorry to hear of Lachlan’s passing. I didn’t realize that he was in hospice care and near the end. He looks like such a precious little guy. Your family is in my prayers.
What a beautiful way to tell his story – by his Mommy’s own words.
Love you all!
Dearest Loved Ones, we are very sad to hear of Lachlan’s passing. All of you have been in our prayers daily. All our love goes out to your family. Much Love and Healing. Robin and Jenee’ (Margo’s sister)
Leslie, I dont know if you remember me or not. My name is Eddie Blackwell, I was a sales rep for Underwood and sometimes you would be there and we would talk about the Falcons. I am so very sorry for your loss, I cannot empathize with you because I havent had to go thru what you and Cullen had to. Just know that I will pray for you and Cullen, not that you get over this but that God brings you inner peace that only he can provide. I lost my dad in 2009 and it was like losing a part of me, but I just dont see how that could ever compare to losing a precious child. You and Cullen will be in my prayers. God bless you both.
eb