Author Archives: lachlan2011

Am I not grieving?  I don’t walk with my head down or refuse to drag myself from my bed; but yet I grieve.  I robotically go about my daily ‘sort’ of life searching for the path to a new normal; … Continue reading →

“As you danced in the light with joy, love lifted you.  As you brushed against this world so gently, you lifted us.”      ~ T.C. Ring So many lives touched in such a brief time.   A Life to … Continue reading →

Two blue measuring cups with handles.  Floating among the bubbles in the bath.  Only one there to play with them.  Only one there to use the coveted pink rubber cup.  No argument over its ownership.  One free to roam all … Continue reading →

Our precious Lachlan passed Friday, October 21, 2011 at 3:55 pm.  He was at home, in my arms,  and was surrounded by his Daddy, Brother and two Grandmothers. We are currently planning a service to honor Lachlan.  The date will … Continue reading →

I haven’t spoken to God in days.  I don’t know what to say anymore.  I don’t know what to say to anyone.  There is a constant flurry of thoughts in my head, but when I try to put them together … Continue reading →

Ah, Kiawah Island.  I could not wait to get there.  Huge shade trees.  Quiet.  The house we rented looked wonderful on the computer.  It was great.  A little bit eighties, but perfect for our bunch.  Large kitchen with island and … Continue reading →

Apologies, apologies, apologies, to everyone following my posts.  Friday, the 16th, was unbelievably hectic.  I had dared not get all of the little things you have to get before a beach vacation because I was worried we would not be … Continue reading →

Lachlan slept through the night.  He didn’t peep until around 8:30 this morning, saying he was cold.  I covered him with ‘penguin blanket,’ and he went back to sleep. Surprisingly, I slept too.  Of course I woke a few times … Continue reading →

Tonight my beautiful son Lachlan ran through the kitchen,  ate some of everything in site (and kept it down), cracked jokes, played with his toys, and threw his hands in the air while rocking out dancing.  Then he got into … Continue reading →

We started Lachlan back on steroids today.  He was on them for the majority of the month of July, during radiation, and it was obvious with just a glance.  By the time we discontinued them he looked like a Cabbage … Continue reading →